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( Lately Ive Been Feeling Low)

[09 Jul 2005|07:16pm]
wow.

long time no write, eh?



no one reads this anyhow.

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same old shit, different year. [02 Jan 2005|09:18pm]
[ mood | cold ]

Thanks Brittany.



re-cap of the past year:

1. where were you when it began?: Dina's house
2. did you stay up?: obviously
3. what was your new year wish?: To stop over-analyzing everything
4. how many boy/girlfriends?: 1
5. broke up?: 1
6. have any crushes?: at the moment, no.
7. care to mention names?: see above.
8. new friends?: Not really, same people as before
9. had to say goodbye?: well, more of a "see ya later" rather than "goodbye"
11. win anything?: hmm... nothing all that special
12. best place you went to?: Europe and Camp by far
13. worst place you went to?: Damascus
14. happiest moment?: being at camp
15. how was your birthday?: kind of shitty at first but gradually got better throughout the day
16. best present?: Ipod and an urban gift card.

THIS YEAR:
10 Things You Will Never Forget:
[1] visiting Europe for the first time
[2] Finding out about my dad's kidney disease
[3] getting my license
[4] Pistons winning the championship
[5] Phil Mickelson winning the masters
[6] my entire sophomore year
[7] my Aunt's death
[8] camp
[9] my sister's boyfriend breaking up with her ....bastard.
[10] thanksgiving.

5 Things You Regret
[1] procrastinating
[2] not taking tennis as seriously this year
[3] not standing up for myself
[4] saying certain things to my mom
[5]

8 Movies You Saw:
[1] meet the fockers
[2] napolean dynamite
[3] the notebook
[4] garden state
[5] passion of the christ
[6] saw
[7] farenheit 9/11
[8] closer

7 Things You Learned:
[1] high school is lame, lame, lame
[2] dont let other people impose their beliefs on you
[3] fuck how hard you bust your ass in life, it's all about who you know
[4] true friends are extremely hard to find, and in the end you'll find that the only true friend you have is yourself.
[5] my sisters are really good at keeping secrets
[6] to be more patient
[7] to not take everything so literally

6 Things I Bought:
[1] gifts for everyone under the sun
[2] lots of urban clothes
[3] cd's
[4] a new cell after having a piece of shit one for 2 years
[5] a sex and the city trivia game
[6] a few really cool books

5 Songs You Couldn't Stop Singing
[1] Snoop Dogg - Drop it like it's hot
[2] lauryn hill - ex factor
[3] my chemical romance - helena
[4] death cab for cutie - tiny vessels
[5] the postal service - the district sleeps alone tonight

4 People You Met (Whattt)
[1] Blake
[2] Yono
[3] Julie
[4] Lori

2 People You Love
[1] Dan
[2] Katina

1 Thing You Want For The Holidays
[1] to find someone to love



see everybody tomorrow....at school

( Lately Ive Been Feeling Low)

[24 Sep 2004|05:35pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

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I think they are confusing me with britney spears.



being injured sucks. oh well.
have a NNIIIICCEEEE day.

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Do it. [14 Sep 2004|04:47pm]
I won a 3 setter vs. Salem yesterday, and I was very proud of myself. Congrats on SHS tennis in general on an awesome victory. :]

As for Mrs. Ladd: You can still suck it.

"NIIIIIIIIICCCEEEEEEEEEE"




-Leave a comment with your name if you want to know what I really think of you, and I’ll reply and tell you. No lies, all honesty.-

^ go ahead. it'll be fun I promise.




school is school, nothing spectacular. Have a great day

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[29 Aug 2004|05:48pm]
[ mood | morose ]

goodbye summer.

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try to figure it out, shouldnt be too hard... [20 Aug 2004|03:05pm]
001. You're such a cool person and you're a lot of fun to be around. I wish we hung out more. I've always wanted to be better friends with you, and I still do, but I've always felt like you've disliked me and that we could never be close.

002. You can be so awesome one minute, and the next I think you're a total two-faced bitch. I wish you weren't like that, because you really are a good person, you just choose not to show it most of them time.

003. I have always thought you were so cute, and ever since I met you I've always tried my hardest to be nice to you. You blow it off, and then try to complain about how you think everyone hates you. When that's not true at all, and that really really annoys me.

004. You have totally changed for the worst. I hate what you've done to yourself. You're not the person I thought you were. I still love you, and I'll always be your friend no matter what I say, I just wish things were more like the way they were.

005. I care about you so much. You have your conceited moments, but I think you're such an amazing person. Sometimes I feel like our friendship means way more to me than it does to you, and that really hurts.

006. I love that we still hang out and we're still friends. I don't think you know how great of a person I consider you to be. You're so intelligent and I crack up whenever we hang out. You're one of the few people on this earth that I can actually relate to. Thanks.

007. Wow. I don't even know where to begin with you. You're the type of person that I'll never forget. I really did love you. I still care about your well-being and I always will.

008. You are the greatest friend anyone could ever ask for. You're the best person I've ever met and you have no idea how thankful I am for having you as my best friend. I cherish the times we've spent together and I'll cherish the times that are still to come. You're like my twin. I love you dearly.


009. I think you're the funniest person I've ever met in my entire life. Everything you say makes me laugh. You're crazy and you dont give a damn about what people think of you and I love it. Way to not be ashamed of being yourself :)

010. You're a really awesome person and even though we dont hang out very often, we always seem to have fun when we do. You're very funny, and very cute. I'm glad we're friends.



go ahead, guess away

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im scared to do this.... [05 Aug 2004|11:26pm]
anonymously (or not) post your first impression of me. in complete honesty. then post this in your livejournal.

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we find the right people in all the wrong places [30 Jul 2004|10:25pm]
how can a person be so amazing.









<3<3<3<3<3

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har people suuuuuuck [23 Jul 2004|10:03pm]
thank you to all those who know who they are, I appreciated it very much :)

Everyone else blows.


thank god for camp on sunday

bye.

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:( [12 Jun 2004|10:37pm]
this hurts.

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Subject: (optional [21 Mar 2004|08:17pm]
[ mood | curious ]

-Michigan never fails to have shitty, cold weather.

-I'm a real idiot for writing 2 entries in a row that included the weather.

-Today I found out that I'm going to Lebanon for two weeks in the summer. Hah. can't...wait. I mean, it is really nice over there, like extremely nice. And it's also nice to go on vacation and I like to travel and all, It just gets really repetative. Everyday you wake up doing the same thing over and over. But hopefully this year since I'm older I'll be able to go to different places and stuff.

-I saw a musical at Mercy yesterday night. It was very good. And Kyle, you were hysterical. Very nice job :) Tommy, you were kind of scary hahaha ;-) nah just kidding, you were also very good.

-Spring break is coming. I'm possibly going to Chicago? Hopefully :) Lol yeah I know what you're thinking..."Who the hell goes to Chicago for spring break? Dumbass." wellll it's better that going nowhere. Plus, there's nothing wrong with Chicago.

-School is cool, for the most part.

-I hope everyone has a wonderful night :)

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:) [03 Mar 2004|05:44pm]
[ mood | calm ]

warm weather is coming -_-





happy birthday sitara!!

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[16 Feb 2004|08:16pm]
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
M - Success comes easily to you.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.

K - You like to try new things.
H - You are not judgemental.
O - You are very open-minded.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
R - You are a social butterfly.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.


give it a try:

A - You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B - You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C - You definitely have a partier side in you, dont be shy to show it.
D - You have trouble trusting people.
E - You are a very exciting person.
F - Everyone loves you.
G - You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H - You are not judgemental.
I - You are always smiling & making others smile.
J - Jealousy.
K - You like to try new things.
L - Love is something you deeply believe in.
M - Success comes easily to you.
N - You like to work, but you always want a break.
O - You are very open-minded.
P - You are very friendly and understanding.
Q - You are a hypocrite.
R - You are a social butterfly.
S - You are very broad-minded.
T - You have an attitude, a big one.
U - You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V - You have a very good physical and looks.
W -You like your privacy.
X - You never let people tell you what to do.
Y - You cause a lot of trouble.
Z - You're always fighting with someone



hm.. it was actually somewhat accurate.

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done [13 Feb 2004|07:57pm]
why must people be such assholes.

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see chicks, cannot hold dey smoke... [06 Feb 2004|07:53am]
[ mood | chipper ]

It's funny how we'll have a huge snow storm and still have to go to school, and then we get a bit of ice on the roads and all of livonia schools are closed. But hey, I'm not complaining.

Wow. what a rough week. I hope everyone has a nice weekend to take their minds off of all the shit that has happened this week.



Goodbye for now kiddies.
-Amanda-

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[02 Feb 2004|07:35pm]
the fact of the matter is, it's just sad that someone would have to resort to taking their life. And that upsets me, even though I didn't know him.


R.I.P Alan. :(

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shitty [26 Jan 2004|08:53pm]
I really like it when when my dad tells me I need to lose weight...

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yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah [20 Jan 2004|08:06pm]
It looks as though you&apos;re just a little Fudged in the Head
'Fudged in the Head' PLEASE VOTE!!!


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school starts tomorrow. 2nd semester, woo

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arright.. [13 Jan 2004|09:28pm]
i've decided I'd like to do this. I want you to post anything that's on your mind or anything you'd like to get off your chest. I probably won't get many replies but it's a worth a shot because I'd like to try and help. Make sure you post it as Anonymous though.
:)

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:-/ [09 Jan 2004|06:18pm]
it's really unnecessary.

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